moi long long post

well starts wif jus nw login 2 moi np mel..den went 2 view moi inbox and wad i saw makes me so stun..i saw msg frm NP adminstrator sayin tt moi attendance 4 Microbiology is abt 2 drop less den 85% if i continue 2 fail gg 4 tis module den i will be debbared frm havin exam for tis module..and i was lyk huh??i jus didnt go for mic on fri and mon onli lo cos i was sick la..and i had mc de ok!!fucker..NP JUS SUCKS 2 THE CORE LA!!!so i ask jiaming is it they dun count mc even mc also counted as absent den he told me no lo gt mc can liao they shouldnt gib me warnin letter de lo..he ask me mon go sch ask the person in e general office..so well i haf made up moi mind i will go and find out...its jus so simply unfair 2 me la..as if i wan 2 be sick wan mc dun wan go sch..fuck la..2day wake up veri earli thou yst i stay up till quite late studyin 4 moi aap(anatomy and physiology) and doing research on our project..well well 2day went 2 boon lay meet sharon 2pm den went there de guardian find mike but he is nt there..den wait 4 jennifer,alice,kitty and eqa 2 reach cos we wanna go her hse use her kitchen 2 make healthy chocolate(tis is for our cits project)when eqa reached she bring us go her hse there de giant buy all e ingredients...we was so damn funni we look at all those things we need 2 buy and look 4low calories,low fat everything low de lo..haha..aft tt head dwn 2 eqa hse..her mummy cook makan 4us so yummy yummy..den her mummy help us out in doin 2 chocolate..haha..well it taste ok la but we decided 2 change sometime 2make it better..whoa!!!haha cant imagine eh..hehe..



ok wad's nxt??of cos its pic tt i haf taken for the past few days wif some of moi Nursing darlings..
ann sharon and me(miss cheng ying help us 2take)
jus cant imagine we r nurses rite
i'm helpin sharon 2 get her BP check
seems lyk she dun trust me
well saw tis..its moi workpiece lo..moi agar plate wif bacteria&fungi tt i grow,its nt jason workpiece lo..he idiotic la he took tis when i am sick on fri den he put his name on a piece of paper and take moi workpiece so tt he can bluff others its his..stupid rite..pls lo its mine!!!!
well well we r in 2 general office &we r jus too bored so use e mirror 2take pic


so nxt is me and ann
tryin 2 lick her..haha..
dun see la we shy shy la..haha..
she's mean..she dun wan take karena..haha..
she ask me 2pose lyk her..dots..
she force me 2smile de when i'm too tired..
cant imagine ba..she sits on wheelchair i sit on her lap..
see she's cute rite..haha..
seriously we r tired..
ok so nxt is me and sharon


nxt will be sharon me ann & liyana(taken in e toilet cos i wan)haha...

nxt will be me..haha..i'm wearin moi sch de t shirt..mummy say its too big 4me..actualli e guy gib me S size de but i die die also wan M size so i ask yash 2 take M den i exchange wif her..but nw regret la cos i slim dwn 7.5kg and den i wear e shirt lyk veri funni lo..but its gd tt i haf slim dwn 7.5kg whahaha..
ok let's see me and moi sethoscope..realli cannot imagine tt i'm gonna become a nurse eh..haha..nxt time see me better run away orh..haha..jkjk..dun worry i'm well trained..
last of all is moi babi darlin cutie kyan chan shao feng..heehee..
hmm lots of exam comin..wed havin moi sociology test,thurs will be fundamentals of nursing den followed by microbiology lastly is e anatomy of physiology...well i realli hates anatomy and physiology cos i dun haf bio de basic knowledge thus i am strugglin damn hard wif tis...feel lyk cryin wheneva i haf aap..even sharon study bio be4 she also strugglin wif aap can u imagine i didnt study bio how will moi life be lyk studyin aap...slowly i regret choosin nursin cos of aap..i realli dun wanna fail tis module...mon finnish sch at 1pm so plan wif sharon tt we go bugis shop 2relax ourself..i realli need 2relax..tis few days i jus cant haf a gd slp due 2 stress..hai tml i gt 2 do moi assignments tutorial worksheet 1 and 2 and also lecture worksheet 1 and 2 so mani things 2 do..even moi reflective journal also mus do lo...arggg!!!sucks la...realli feel lyk cryin..told moi mum i realli strugglin veri hard 4aap..nw i jus wanna concentrate on moi studies dun wanna work..too tiring too stressful..nw adays mummy see me also heartache..i dun realli wanna eat dinner..breakfast i skip cos wake up at 5.45 rush out at 6.20 den reach sch at 7.50 jus nice 2 walk 2 lecture theatre lo..sometimes reach at 8 den haf 2 run lo..otherwise 15mins late will be counted as absent..everytime frm 1 blk 2 e other blk haf 2 use run de lo..realli damn tiring..worst is if i finnish sch at 6 den i will reach hm latest by 8pm den i am already half dead jus feel lyk bathin den aft tt slp..dun even wanna eat lo..thurs boi sms me ask me how am i and i told him i'm feelin too tired and stress..he ask me eat le ma i say nope..den he was lyk huh 8+ and u hvt eat..den i told him i jus reach hm la..den i told mummy i dun wanna eat cos hungry dao full liao..den she jus take abit 4 me even lesser den wad nainai eat but i jus cant finnish..end up i jus eat 3mouth onli den throw away..den i went 2 bath daddy and korkor was lyk came back saw me den they look at e rice cooker ask me i eat liao ma y still gt so much rice..den i say ya i ate le..den mummy told them i came back frm sch carryin moi lecture notes plus moi fuckin thick de nursin book(up 2 1000++ pages)i stand all e way frm sch till hm i already tired dao nvr eat onli eat 3mouth den the rest i throw away..den daddy was lyk hai..den he saw moi hand gt 1small blueblack den ask me is it tt i carry e book till lyk tis den i say ya i'm used 2 it liao..jus numb liao..used 2 grumble alot but nw i dun..nw adays i came back frm sch i bath den pack bag den slp..mus say jus nw realli had great dinner wif mummy daddy and korkor lo..but i still eat alittle bit onli..jus duno y dun feel lyk eatin jus too tired..daddy keep askin me 2 eat more i jus say i dun wan..think is be cos i'm still sick ba..frm fri sick till nw...so terrible..hot weather even worst i feel lyk i'm gonna faint..even 2day shop at supermarket i tell moi fren i feelin giddy..okok i noe its due 2 nt havin enuff slp and meals...well nw i wanna go slp..tml mus wake up earli and chiong 4 moi sch work...lookin 4ward 2monday cos i jus love moi NSL teacher...she's jus lyk our mum takin gd care of e 14 of us... :) fast fast finnish exam holi fast fast come la..but fuck la ppl gt 4wks holi i onli gt 2wks holi cos we gt attachment..arggg...i wanna meet up wif catty la..tt day she sms me ask me when wanna go eat steamboat when wanna go kbox...hai...think back i realli veri long nvr meet her liao la..oh ya 21st is kai li weddin day...

ngee ann poly orientation

2day was moi orientation day...meet mei yan take bus go ngee ann..she gt 2 get her laptop service as 4 me is moi orientation la..hmm woke up at 5am do moi mornin exercise aft tt bath eat wholemeal bread den eat moi diet pills...whoa..2day de orientation can say tt its kind of okok lo..surprise 2 see tt there's actualli alot of guys in nursin!!well i'm in tiger grp and moi GL was so handsome..haha...both was handsome lo..they r kinda beng..get 2 noe some frens..but shit is tt we r nt in the same class..wad e hack...sian la...monday poly starts...oh no...practical lei...haha...kind of gettin more and more excited 4moi course..can u imagine a staff nurse 2 can get $1700 whoa!!!haha...told mummy i might pursue 4 advance diploma...so i could be a senior nurse...aft tt degree!!!!gt 2 get moi books liao..fast fast get can read thru..heehee..well i noe i kiasu.. =P smsed him told him i gg 2 start sch on mon den tell him wanna meet sat ma so i could pass him clothes tt i buy 4 him frm KL or he wans me 2 pass 2 eric den ask eric pass 2 him..his replied was:"tis week i nt sure i am free ma u pass 2 eric lo"aft seein tis reply i was so sian liao..totally sian..i regretted so much..i noe la u sat of cos nt free la meet tt gal ma..cos sat u use 2 meet me even if u r workin lo..u will meet me aft work lo..but nw..well well everything change jus be cos of tt gal..ok fine i'm ok wif it..i'll pass it 2 eric den..and worst tt makes me freak out is i ask u abt yr ring..den u say ok lo pass 2 eric..ma de..u dun use 2 say tis 2me de hor..u can still tell me u dun even remember tt u gave me the ring..kao its yr precious ring yet u could 4get abt it totally..sucks la u..tis shows tt wad u told me in the past u also 4get lo...ok nvm i shall also 4get abt it and start moi new life..i'm nt gonna wait 4 u anymore..i'm nt dumb!!

___working life___
2day aft orientation i went hm 1st den bath rest awhile den go work...haha....bluff daddy kel tt i finnish orien at 3 haha..actualli i reach hm at 1+ liao lo..onli tt i tired la..den aft bath rest wear hm clothes go work..haha...daddy kel saw me was lyk whoa at last u r here...dots lo...den the 2malay guys tt everytime send GDC de look at me and talk 2 me...den daddy kel tell them wei the 2 of u dun try 2take moi gal hor...haha..funni la..daddy kel was so mean 2day..he saw moi hp pic wif ade de he says tt i'm more chio den ade...dots la he..so bad!!

hmm...later meetin catty..haha...gonna go slp nw!!!too tired...

life was so unpredictable

30/03/07
tis was e day me ade mummy jie fu and jie set off 2 KL for our shopping trip..well it was fun..on the way me and ade was sleepin thru out in e bus...haha..boi msg me ask me 2 takecare..he say he will miss me..LOL..i brought some stuff..well i brought face shop de eyelash essence,hairbrush,GUESS de wallet,ADDIDAS bag,gold color bag,ear ring and moi ring...hahaha...

all moi shopping stuff..
here comes the love 2 zi lian de wo..bleah..
tis is moi fav pic..heehee..
sticking out moi tongue..
tis is moi mummy fav pic..haha..she say tis is nice..


carry on with some other pics tt i took wif ade in our hotel lobby..heehee.. too bad the pic i taken in e hotel room wif her cant upload..sad...


don we look alyk??

04/04/07
tis was taken be4 i go meet ade..
meeting ade go cut hair den aft tt go bugis shop shop she went 2 buy clothes..i didnt manage 2 get moi shoe...so sad lo.. but when we head back home we took some pic..see moi new hairstyle ba..damn stylo...wee...




07/04/07 the worst day i eva had..




all was taken when i'm drunk..reach hm cant slp so take pic..

sat 07/04 he was actualli meetin me but he told me he had 2 go 4his cousin wife de b'day party so i allow..tt day i had no plans other den work..i work in the mornin den aft tt reach hm ard 4+ den jie ask me wanna go ktv ma so i say ok lo..den jie fu was so gd..he book a room den we went 4 2hrs of singing session..haha..i was enjoyin moi life so much and so happy but tis ends veri fast as i received his msg tellin me he enjoyed alot..the annoying part is 'HE FALL 4HIS COUSIN WIFE DE FREN' fucker he still gt e cheek 2 tell me!!dono who's e 1 tt say i cannot leave him and go 2 other guy and no lei!!who's the 1 tt leave 1st..nebeh chee bai..i damn angry and sad on tt day tt i drank lots of bottle of alcohol tt i gt drunk..u fucker u cheat me..u still can tell me u dun remember tellin me i cant leave u..FUCKER FUCKER FUCKER!!!well i cant blame u..i'm stupid and dumb 2 fall 4u..tt day i told moi self i haf 2 draw a line bwt us..no more love 4 u..all i had nw is FRENSHIP!!!!PURE FRENSHIP..u had realli hurt me damn deeply!!i haf nvr eva been drunk jus 4 a guy..but best is i didnt drop any tears 4 u..on 08/04 u sms me in e mornin i dun even bother 2 reply u...well u deserve it!!u think i'm dumb still sms u anything abt me..no more!!!nw if u dun sms me i also dun care liao..i haf moi own life..i wanna lead it well lead it happily..aft lookin at the person tt u fall 4 i think i'm still better lookin..its nt tt i zhi kua..haha think somebody agree wif me..yrs eyes r blind!!

09/04/07

2day wake up earli in e mornin...wake up at 8am jie gib me mornin call..wake up den wash face den look aft baby kia..den mummy came back i went 2 bath..den jie come liao prepare 2 go out..haha..she keep rushin me..huh curious abt wher we go rite?we plan 2 go jln besar plaza kan jian fei doc..hehe..he's damn famous ok!!well he target me ask me slim dwn within 4weeks..he wants moi weight 2 be 48kg..whoa..tt's alot lo..aft tt me and jie take cab dwn 2 bedok and get her haircut..haha..hmm..she gt a cut haircut...thumbs up...hehe..calvin was a hairstylist designer...whoa...be4 we went 2 had our breakfast cum lunch...jie had ba chor mee which taste so sucks!!as 4 me i had congee..heehee...den end up jie dun wanna eat she jus eat 1 mouth onli lo..den i offer moi congee 2 her which taste yummy yummy..den we both share 1bowl..well its damn big bowl..and i mean it we cant finnish..the calvin was so envy abt the bond i had wif jie lo..cos we keep talkin..we wu shuo bu tan..haha...we r damn close... =P aft tt we went 2 interchange take bus go hm...ma de its 1 hr de trip lo...tired!!den we alight at khatib went 2 ntuc buy spahgeti de stuff..haha..den we went hm..reach hm onli i went 2 ade hse..she came moi hse..mummy call her tai yang..haha..well wana noe y?cos tt day de KL trip when we r in our hotel room she was readin moi CAWAII mag den i accidentally block her light den she shouted at me said"wei ade u can dun block moi tai yang ma" den i was lookin at her stun!!mummy was laughin out loudly...haha..when me and mummy was laughin she den realise she say e wrong word..den mummy keep jkin abt this lo..mummy told jiejie lo..den when we having breakfast at the hotel tt day she funni la..ask me is its niu call lamb den all of us laugh dao buay tahan..haha...well she's cute and funni...haha..

oh yes tml poly orientation....opps..gt 2 slp earli..cos tml mus wake up at 5am gt 2 start moi mornin exercise and of cos moi strict diet!!

u r nth2 me anymore..

long updates..

well well long nvr update liao..haha...was busy wif moi workin life..whahaha..well gonna update pics taken on 19march when i met up wif catty..

_____here u go_____

well i love cam whoring..haha...bleah =P simply love moi eyes..heehee...


heres moi precious baby kia kyan(taken when he was slpin wif me in moi room)kawaii

taken on 22march07

hmm...recently lots of things happen..gd or bad??i can say both ba..daddy kel nt gonna leave me..whahaha...but maybe i will leave tt store??see how..gonna find job once i get moi class timetable..heehee...kinda excited...will i walk out of his life when i get in2 poly??well i dono...we haf fewer sms nor chat on phone aft he gets 2 noe tt i fall 4 him...well its damn obvious tt he will nt choose me..LOL...told him i'll be gg 2KL he says tt ok and ask me when i will be back..few days back we chat on da phone but it was kinda weird..i told him i wanna hang up cos i was workin...true i was workin but the actual reason is tt i dono how 2 talk 2 u lyk we use 2..mmmm....i'm lookin 4ward 2 tml...i'll be gg 2 KL when i'm back on 1st april the nxt day i haf 2 work den on 4th april meetin audrey,yishan and perhaps jing hong for some updatin of our lifes...hahaha...maybe we shall hit st james??or MOS??heehee...den boi book me on 7th april which is sat..he accom me go buy bagbag...den 10 april will be moi poly orientation day...whoa aft orientation which ends at 2pm i haf 2 rush 2 work...oh nono..i'm sure i'll be damn tired nia...wad i'm lookin 4ward 2 is 2 meet him again...tis is the 1st time tt i gonna meet him aft he knew moi feelings 4 him...wad will the situation be lyk??as per normal???haha maybe it wun ba??tis 3 days he's realli cute nia cos he sms me earli in da mornin...dots...thou i feel happy tt u sms me in da mornin lyk wad u used 2 do in the past but there is 1 day tt i realli hate u 2 the core..and u noes tt i am damn jealous..well u explain 2 me but i dono y the jealousy is still within me..on 26march u smsed me ard 7+ den we smsed each other den suddenly it was rainin heavily outside den i ask u how u go 2 yr workplace and u told me u was stuck under a blk..den u told me u tell yr incharge tt u will be late..den when i say huh nw 8 liao lei u gonna be damn late liao den u told me KELLY TAKE UMBRELLA FOR U!!!when i saw tis i dun wanna smsed u..den u noe i am jealous and u tell me u ask her dun take de but she take umbrella for u..well ITS SO DAMN KIND OF HER!!u shld appreciate la..its rainin ma den u can help her hold the umbrella lyk how u used 2 hold for me durin CNY when we go jiejie hse tt time lo..can help her carry her bag too if u wan..so her heart will be melted and be yr gal!!kao nw adays even yr lunchtime u didnt sms me nor when yr breaktime lo..i was wonderin is it tt u too busy wif other gals esp yr xiao shi mei la hor..nw adays yr sms is either mornin or nite time onli lo..*#$%*&@# 1 day how mani sms moi hand plus moi toes also more den enuff 4 me 2 count liao lo..i realli regret tellin u moi feelings 4u la shit ass!!!i told moiself i'm nt gonna care anymore...maybe i shall gib other guys a chance..go out 4 a date wif them..at least they care for me...okok enuff ba i gtg 2 bed...haha..tml haf 2 wake up at 5.30 leavin hse at 6.30 yeah KL trip wif mummy,jie,jie fu and ade(moi Pri sch fren)..wee!!!!!oh yes daddy kel was so cute ask me 2 enjoy and come back in 1 piece..haha...see boi even moi daddy kel also care for me lo...wad abt u??hai...sad la...

18 march its the most terrible day...

well 2day i'm damn low in mood..cos yst was workin den reach hm bath liao received msg frm da zhu tou askin me how's moi gastric pain and i reach hm le ma..den the best part tt made me suffer is tt he keep forcin me askin me abt something tt i had been keepin in moi heart 4 damn long..in the end i dono wad got in2 me tt made me blurp out everything tt i had kept mute abt..i told him i fall for him..and his reply was huh y u fall for me??i replied no reason lo fall for u need reason de ma?den he say oh ok i dun mind tellin u moi workplace also gt ppl fall 4 me..well i noe alot of ppl fall 4 u..i noe tt u might nt choose me or u wun even choose me..i dono y i told u..and i regret..u told me its ok and u stil can laugh when i tell u i fall for u..u told me its better 2 say out...but do u noe its the 1st time i tell guys i love them!!u r the 1st 1..i'm afraid i might lose u..well i noe i dunhaf the looks dun haf the figure..but pls can u at least tell me will u accept me or nt..u dun say anything i feel terrible..i realli feel lyk cryin..yst aft smsin u i bluff u i wan 2 slp..its be cos i scare yr reply..i went 2 moi room and i cried..i'm scare..2day mornin receive yr sms..i saw i smile cos i tot u might avoid me..but u didnt..u ask me how am i feelin better ma and u told me u r ok dun bear wad i told u yst in2 heart..tell me tt its better 2 say out den keep it inside moi heart..u dun blame me nor will u avoid me..but is it true??can u at least tell me how u feel 2wards me..if u dun lyk me jus say so i dun haf 2 wait for u..well i told moiself i had waited u 4 2years..i'll give moiself and u another half a year..if nth gonna happen i'll jus walk out..cos i noe u wun choose me..wad do u realli treat me as??u told me i'm yr bao bei dun wan me 2 leave u..tis is wad u told me on 17th..when i tell u i'll stick 2 u stay closer 2 u and u say u fang xin le..wad does tis mean??u tell me any girls dare 2 beat me u will kill them..i still keep those msg tt u sent me..i didnt delete any of it..am i silly 2 fall 4 u??maybe i am..u told me be4 u bu she de bu ting wo de hua..wad does tis mean??u told me tt day yr sms wakes me up cant let me slp u bu she de..wad does tis mean?u told me u gt miss me and think of me onli i duno..wad does tis mean??u told me u wun be other girl de piggy unless i dun wan u..wad does tis mean??u keep askin me will i replace u wif another guy..wad does tis mean?when i told u maybe i will and u told me u r sad..wad does tis mean??i tell u u r moi bao bei den u told me dun jus say onli den u told me i am yr bao bei..wad does tis mean??when i tell u i dun wan u u sad..why??when i ask u nt 2 smoke much u try 2 smoke less..why??tt day duno wad den u tell me i love u so much den i ask u huh u normally tell me dun come y nw u wan me 2 come closer 2 u u didnt explain..why??abt xiao shi mei case u scare i jealous scare i misunderstand..why??when u noe i jealous u keep askin me for reason..why??when i dun tell u u say sianz..why??den i ask u 2 tell me y u scare i jealous all u dun wanna tell me u say u duno how 2 tell me..why??tt day u told me if u wan me u scare moi daddy will kill u..wad does tis mean?when i ask u am i yr bao bei u told me i am u say if i am nt yr bao bei den who is yr bao bei..wad does tis mean?when i ask u is xiao shi mei yr bao bei u say nope den u ask me is it i jealous..why??u told me u wun dun wan me..wad does tis mean??when u call me xiao bao bei i ask u y is call xiao de den who is the da de den u say ok nia call u bao bei..wad does tis mean??u can dun call de ah..why??why do u care abt moi feelings..u say u noe me veri well and i noe u veri well..why do u say tt??y tt day when i go k box u sms me den u noe i gg poly soon den i tell u scare i fall for other guys ma den u say u scare den tell me if i dun wan u i can go find other guys better den u..wad does tis mean??all tis msg tt u send me i didnt delete..its still in moi hp..u told me u will buy memory card for me..why??do u still care for me..when i read at those msg tt u send me in the past tears r rollin in moi eyes..i'm realli scare..scare tt i'll lose u..

iwanuback...wannaholdon2utightly..

16 of march-relaxation

cam whorin be4 meetin catty at khatib..heehee..
our drink..moi blue lagoon hers hot honey lemon

i'm holdin moi drink
she's singing happily
drinkin moi cocktail =P
happy singing at M.S de k box..enjoy singing..cos its had been quite long since we last met up 4 singing session..aft tt we went 2 yuki yaki had our meals..den we took train 2 marina bay den head back 2 home..


smiles..we haf been frens for comin 3years??
took her pic when we r havin dinner..
tryin 2 kiss her..well its our nonsense..u haf 2 tolerate =P
taken at marina bay when we drop 2 wait 4another train..heehee...

kiss??
stickin out moi tongue..
"miao miao"cute ba..heehee..
box moiself..heehee..

aft finnish cam whorin went 2 remove moi make up bath den slp...heehee..

brand new me..

well 2day woke up ard 10 den eat and bath aft tt went 2 mich hse 2 get a brand new me..yst jie stay over at moi hse..2day we went 2mich hse ard 11.15 den went there 2 had our new hair..haha..nw me and jie color and highlight same color den even hairstyle also same..haha...funni..the funniest part is 2day we even wear the same color de clothes and pants also same color..haha...den aft we had our hair done we went 2 bugis de dorothy perkins..jie brought lots of top den she went 2 pazzion 2 buy heels..i saw quite alot of cute tops at dorothy perkins...haha..will get it once i get moi pay...wee...wanna wear nicenice go sch...polylife gonna start...i gonna get moi new life and he noes...he noes tt i will get 2 noe lots of frens and he say tt i will forget him...lol...i duno lei..mayb i will and mayb i fall for other guys??hahaha!!well u scare rite tied me up if u can lo...stupid dumb think u can tied me up wif yr ring??cute u...still remember tt day went out wif u and u saw a ring jus the same as the 1 u gave me den u ask me wanna buy ma u buy for me and i told u why u wanna buy and u cant ans me..haha...tt'a cute nia..its fun makin u *blushed* =P hai sian tml going back 2 work...shit!!!!!!!yes meetin catty tis fri...wee!!!!mus show her moi hair...haha...mus hao lian hao lian...wee....

i will miss u...

excited and happy

well 2day jie fu told me he plannin tt 30,31 and 1st april we go genting...oh yeah!!i asked ade along she say she shall ask her dad..hopefulli she can so me and her can share 1 room...yeah...haha..den i also ask ade on 28th wanna go st james 2gather wif me and yishan ma den she say sure...yipee...lookin forward 2 clubbing wif them at st james..whoa!!haha...can feel the heat again..yipee..jus nw saw catty de didi blog..he going 2 st james on 13 which is tml...yishan going on wed lei i cant cos go out wif jie..she wanna bring me go color hair...yipee...haha...2day went out wif her..buy things all she pay...haha...hmm...i cant wait till tis wed la i wanna dye hair liao den jus nw saw 1 damn nice haircut might consider..heehee...oh yes i'm lookin forward 2 the dancefloor again...damn long nvr hit the dancefloor duno still can dance ma...haha..stupid pig i miss u nia..

kyan 1month old cele

2day is baby kyan de b'day..lots of ppl came 2 moi hse la..whaliao 100+ ppl..heng its being held at moi hse cant imagine it if its being held over at jie's hse...cos even it held at moi hse too mani ppl dao the passageway i cant even walk lo..den surprise boi call me and i pick up while i was feedin moi biao mei..den he told me he is rite outside moi hse and i was so stun diao..tot he was jkin so i didnt go out..den he call again ask me go out den i ask him nt 2 bluff la u wan u come in i am feedin moi biao mei..den he realli came in..den he look at me..den he look at moi biao mei..while i can understand y..cos at 1st told him i am feedin moi biao mei he tot tt she is still small but who noes she's already p5..ok moi biao mei gt sickness cant feed herself..she haf 2 sit on wheelchair..so i feed her..i hate ppl using those duh look and look at her but heng boi didnt..but others r..aft feedin her i went 2 talk 2 boi zhenzhen and xiao di lo..ask them 2 eat they dun wan onli zhenzhen take things eat..den boi told me he stay awhile onli..den i look at him and say ok lo..den aft they take food liao i bring them 2 moi room..4 of us sit inside moi room and chit chat..boi sit on moi bed beside me..as for xiao di he sit in front of me den zhenzhen sit on the floor...she's funni la..haha..she look at moi room and say whoa yr room ah,..so mani toys den pinkish pinkish wif white curtain lyk princess room..den u gt 1 whole box of facial products 3boxs full of hair accessories..den boi laugh..dots...den i look at xiao di and found out something...he cut botak!!!den i ask him take out his cap and he did den i kept on laughin den they also laugh..haha...i noe moi laughter is contagious..haha...den they stay till abt 9+ den went off..well yst i dun dare look at boi cos he keep lookin at me make me lyk so...he's also funni la i go where he also follow..den while i'm talkin 2 moi cousin he accidentalli touch moi hand den i look at him den moi cousin laugh..dots...they tot boi is moi bf!!!oh no!!well yst jie stay over at moi place..we slp in moi room den jie talk 2 me till 12+ we den slp..she ask me is it tt me and boi 2gather blablabla...hai...den i keep sayin nonono..haha..oh yes wed me and jie wanna go dye hair...yeah...aft tt fri can go k box and eat yuki yaki wif catty...woats..missin boi more and more..will be meetin him soon cos he wanna pei wo go buy sch bag..told him tt i'll be startin poly life soon cant meet up wif him too often den he kept quiet..sian..scare tt when i go poly i'll be losin him..

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2day earli in the mornin catty sms wake me up..haha..ask me check which poly i'm being post 2...so wake up at 9+ i think den check lo..korkor was beside me when i'm checkin..saw tt i gt in2 ngee ann poly nursin...hooray!its moi 1st choice...whahhaha...mummy was happy 4 me...haha...aft tt went back 2 slp again den moi hp keep ringing wif lots of sms...argg....so tired....den i replied and went back 2 slp...2day start work at 3.30pm heng ah...damn tired lo...hai...yst gt 1 fuckin uncle made me flare!!ask me abt fusion shaver..of cos i duno wad's the differ had 2 look at the function be4 i could explain and there he is shoutin at me say"u r sales girl and yet u duno!!i'm gonna complain 2 yr boss,be prepared tt u will get sack".so i was lyk starin at him and feel lyk givin him a tight slap..den he went 2 susan and tell her he gonna complain abt me..fuck la go ahead i'm waiting 4 u!! =P den daddy kel came and ask me wad happen y i so angry and i told him la..den he say ask him fuck off la he will nvr sack me..haha.. =P yst aft work met up wif mummy brought personal wear at john little...whahaha...damn nice ok!!whahaha..aft tt went 2 chip lee buy miickey mouse bracelet for baby kyan as 1month present..oh yes meetin up wif catty on 16 march can go k-boxin wee and aft tt we go yuki yaki...whahaha..nw adays damn busy wif work la...didnt realli contact zhu tou..he msg me i also didnt realli reply..so sorrie...heehee..too busy wif work dao nvr reply him den nw he's abit cold 2me.. =( didnt msg me at nite liao.. =( tt time he used 2 wait till i finnish work he sms me de but nw leh dun haf liao....hai...4get it...haha..nw listenin 2 jay de tui hou..dono y i jus lyk tis song.. =) tis song makes me miss zhu tou more... =( will be seein him soon....whahaha....

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