TIRED DAMN TIRED

well well...2day was damn tired..mister kel yst called and as =k me work mornin shift 2day cos he go CLUBBING..and i was wad the fuck....well he sha jiao wid me den he win lo..den i agreed...yst our new area manager mr ignatius tan came..oh fuck..i was servin customer and he called moi name and i was lyk blur lookin at him till at last he told me he is our new A.M den i was oh fuck..hahaha...den aft he left i sms mister kel..well well yst reach hm late den went 2 slp..ok i was happy yst cos take pay liao den i brought 21st century diet pills 4 moiself and brought glucosamine 4mummy cos she say she gonna finnish the pills liao..well she haf 2 admit i'm gd 2 her la..give her 200bucks and its almost half of moi pay...hai...sad..yst boiboi promise me tt he will help me find the song tt i wan..*grins*haha...well shall say abt 2day..actualli meetin mummy 2+ at causeway point but didnt cos daddy kel told me he will reach store at 3pm den i mus wait till ayu come i den can leave..ayu 2day came out frm J.B den jam la kao wait till 2.40 she den reach..den abt few mins daddy kel reach..den ayu wans me 2 go bank but i'm realli too tired den i look at daddy kel den i asked him go...and well he agreed to go..heex..den ayu hor stupid de la...used veri long 2 count 2 days de money lo..who ask her stupid la mix up all the money..den keep sayin yst i count wrongly how come gt so much excess..den while she's countin i sit beside daddy kel den i lie moi head on the table den there i fell aslp..den daddy kel was lyk stun duno i was so damn tired den he looks at me slpin den he told ayu i slp liao..den aft finnish countin money and money tally daddy kel pat moi head wakes me up..den he told me u so tired hor poor thing..den i was lyk ya i am tired..den he say okok we do handover den u go hm okie..den i say okie..den he hurry fast fast count money den see tally liao den he pei wo walk go bus stop den he go bank..haha...well daddy kel treats me gd..haha... =P sometimes i was thinkin be his gf also gd la..haha..well well i wun fall for him...cos i already fall for the other deeply..

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will tis break e bond bwt us??

u believe yr guy,i believe him...well its be cos we r blinded by love...hope u wun blame me for sidin him..well i believe wad yr guy says cos i knew tt some might be true or all might be true but i cant dun believe him...hope u can understand...i haf already fall too deeply for him..as long as he treats me gd and yr guy treats u gd can liao =) i realli prayin hard tt none of them bluff us..2day wad she told me i was stun...i was in a great dilemma...i haf jus pull moiself out frm tt sadness and nw i met wif another....cant moi life jus be happy??cant i jus feel tt i'm fortunate..why why why!?oh why??well me and she r jus lyk sister and yet nw??she hate him so i cant tell her abt him anymore..2day i'm so hurt when she told me tt she hates him..but nvm i noe i can understand..i realli duno y he will do tis 2 yr guy..I'M SORRIE...cant things jus work out the way it used 2 be when 2 four of us jus used 2 go out play pool shop all??i realli missed the days..we used 2 be veri gd..when during moi b'day he talks 2 her..the thing tt came 2 moi mind is oh yes they r frens again we can go out 2gather again..as in the 4 of us..but nw??hai...well recently i feel tt me and him lyk kinda weird..he will jus tell me he wanna slp blablabla..even go out reach hm or when he will start workin till late nite he will tell me..he agreed 2 be moi atm...haha...oh ya he seems 2 noe tt i fall for him cos tt past few days he smsed wif me and told me tt he guess i lyk him...well YES I DO I HAF FALLEN FOR U..but well i told him i did nt fall for him cos i scare once i told him yes he will stop smsin me nor call me..

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why r guys all lyk tis...

why??anybody can ans me..why is tis happenin 2 me...i hate it i realli damn fuckin hate it..cant men jus be faithful to their wife or their other partner??why they wan 2hop on 2 another ship..they knew the ship will jus sink cos it onli wants 2 wreck the other ship y cant the men jus hold on...why r they so dumb!!!i hate tis i realli hate tis..tis mornin jie told me abt something and i felt damn terrible..lyk somebody jus snatch away moi happiness and push a dagger in2 moi heart...well let me be frank u might see tt i'm happy and strong actualli i'm nt..tis mornin no mood 2 eat went 2 work late..holdin back moi tears...but i cant...in the end i jus surrender and let moi tears flow out..told boi abt everything tt happen and he consoled me..nw den i noe tt boi also met wif tis kind of things..he told me 2 be strong..and i promised him i will..can anybody pls intro me a job wif high pay pls!!!!!i wan back moi happy family..................................................... =( am i askin too much??


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stupid flu and cough

hate the feeling of havin flu and cough...yst didnt had a gd slp... =( cough and flu...arggg...but yst went out wif catty and boi its kinda fun??but dono wad catty thinks...cos yst she's in a veri dwn mood...but she bad lo shoot me.. =( so sad den stupid boi didnt shield me still laugh and play along wif her..so bad...took pic wif catty...nicenice pic... =) yst went 2 take moi polo t den went 2 buy baby gui and went 2 shop lo..aft tt we went 2 play lan game..heex..look at how boi play car car so shuang..haha..lyk the way he looks when he is playin carcar..den aft tt we went 2 took pic of 1sports car...damn nice!!but stupid boi used his hp take liao nvr bluetooth gib me.. =( aft tt we went 2 mac eat mom mom cos hungry liao..ask stupid boi help me buy food...whahahaha...den while eating i stole boi de ring den i wear it..bleah =P aft tt we went 2 watson cos i buy moi bio essense de facial foam..den saw boi de mei mei...so pretty sial...oh well yst boi was lyk moi mario...haha...wadeva i buy i let him take..haha..even swt wrapper i also ask him throw..ok i noe i'm bad 2 him..haha...but he nvr grumble he jus nag at me cos i cough..lolz..huh we went home ard 9.30 cos catty's tired and she hafin work nxt morning..so we took mrt 2 marina bay frm there we take back 2 yishun lo...den in the train catty play sudoku game boi play shootin game..as for me well i listen 2catty de mp3 den look at boi play game lo..feelin tired i rest moi chin on boi's shoulder and see him play..but 1st he sit kinda far frm me..aft i rest moi chin on his shoulder he sits closer 2 me...lolz...den he keep askin me the train reach wher liao lo..den when the train reach orchard i ask boi will i see kai li's mum who noes i realli saw her!!kao!!heng i nvr rest moi chin on boi shoulder..i still push boi away frm me.den he was lyk dots..haha!!den i show catty who is kai li's mum....haha...heng her mummy nvr saw me...she onli saw me aft boi alight...haha..well when boi alight i gave him his ring back..but he gave it 2 me..lol..den when i reach hm he smsed me tell me 2 takecare of his ring dun lost it cos its his bao bei and its hard 2 find tis ring...lolz..den i ask him why he pass me his bao bei den he says cos i wans it...dots i didnt say i wan lo....buay tahan...

msg 2 catty...
girl cheer up k??sorrie wor...yst i realli didnt meant 2 make u upset by tellin u the things tt boi told me...realli sorrie...i kept it in moi heart 4 veri long and its realli veri hard 4 me nt 2 tell u..i tell u i also scare he will beat boi lo..but i dun tell u i feel bad..i realli duno how..sorrie...if u wanna blame me i gt no choice..i realli dun mean 2 make u upset...sorrie....hope tt u will get over him..


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sick sick

Cough Cough and Cough...sian...throat itchy itchy...feel lyk scratchin it lo..wake up 6am dun feel lyk going 2 work but duno who's workin so no choice pull moiself up and haf a bath...received boi smsed..lolz...den we smsed till ard 9 lo..den receive catty's smsed tellin me she can enrol for drivin...yipee!!tml pei her go ssdc but boi say he duno will pei us go ma he will let me noe tml when he wakes up...haha...he's lazy...lolz...oh yes 2day sms was funni...duno wad happen we talk till gf there lo..den i say boi gt lots of gf everyday can change liao den he say i am 1 of his gf...pui!!!who wants...i den dun wan la...lata take me as spare tyre..anyway meeting catty and boi so happy...yeah!!!!nw i wanna go watch "shi xiong di"byebye...


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___happy happy day___

jus feelin happy 2day...haha...woke up 10+ by kak fadziliah(moi colleague)sms ask me 2 check moi pay..so i gd girl la wake up ard 12+ den went 2 800+ check pay pay..boi smsed me tell me he brought moi evo polo t liao...huh fast sial..haha..but he say tt person still designin moi logo..i felt so sorrie yst he smsed me tell me he jus finnished work but i didnt reply cos moi hp siao siao i 12+ den receive but i noe he slept so didnt wan 2wake him up so 2day told him tt i'm sorrie...heex...he didnt blame me at all..PHEW!!!nw moi tooth pain arggg...but nvm lata 2+ going ssdc aft tt go dye and rebond hair...yipee!!!!!!nw hp stop ringin cos boi start work liao... =( he ask me 2 takecare...haha funni boi...cute him..... =) meetin him on sat....wee!!!!!


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2day i'm damn piss off!!

2day is a damn terrible day 4 me..thou it starts off sweet wif boi's sms..cos he noes tt i;m workin mornin shift 2day so he sms me ard 6.40 den aft tt we start sms-in each other till i reach moi workplace..fine even aft i reached we also smsed each other till ard 8.15 lyk tis we stop smsed cos he's busy wif work..so i carry on wif moi mornin work task nia..den it was kinda slack.i work wif a new girl called siti..we had nth 2 do aft doin facing so when ayu(2nd in charge)reach the store we slack...we look at magazines..aft finnish slacin we start 2 be serious and work..ayu told siti 2 take out the talker and 2 promo shelf ticket and throw away.tis is when things get worst and made me damn piss off..tis siti didnt look at the promo date all the yellow shelf ticket she throw away..some she throw in the rubbish bin aft tt she's "kind of clever"took plastic bag and throw all the talker and promo ticket in2 the plastic bag..she also throw the globber till i found out den i had 2 dig out frm e rubbish bin..den susan(moi other colleague)came and help out aft tt 12 pm kelvin(1st in charge)reach...den kelvin was damn fed up ask me how come ticket all in a mess why so mani things wifout ticket so i told him wad siti did..den i found out tt impossible so mani tickets gone..so i went 2 dig out those tickets and globber in the bin..DAMN PISS OFF IS TT I FOUND OUT TT SHE EVEN THROW AWAY THOSE PROMO TICKET WHICH PROMO ENDS ON 24TH JAN OR EVEN TILL FEB...so there i am haf 2 control moi temper and dig out those tickets and globber frm the bin!!!!!!!!while digging i am already gonna explode and there she(siti)is throw rubbish in2 the bin while i'm diggin!!CANT SHE USE HER FUCKIN BRAIN AND THINK!!THERE I AM DIGGING OUT THINGS HERE U R THROWIN RUBBISH IN!!AND STILL GT THE CHEEK 2 ASK ME Y I DIG OUT FRM BIN!!!U FUCKER ITS YR FAULT AND HERE I AM HELPIN U AND THERE U R SAYIN CHEE BAI THINGS...aft diggin out nvm i haf 2 recheck those in the plastic bag diggin for gold(HVT END PROMO TICKETS AND GLOBBER)..aft i haf all done i clean moi hand wif wet tissue and wash moi hand wif soap..den kelvin noes tt i am damn piss off he listens 2 me grumbblin and shoutin...i buay tahan till i sit there and slack smsed boi den boi was angry when he heard wad i told him but he ask me 2 relac..there i am workin and moi phone keeps ringin wif boi's smsed..kelvin dun even dare scold me jus let me smsed as and when i lyk..den kelvin keep askin me i wanna eat things ma..but i jus kept quiet and show him tt i am damn piss off..but tt dumb siti keeps askin me is it she did wrong things till i buay tahan i scream at her wif at the top of moi voice till she almost cried out..fine i noe its nt her fault cos ayu didnt say the instructions properly..but i realli cant control anymore..who ask her 2 be dumb come and pester me when i'm controllin moi temper..tis fuckin misfortune did nt jus stop..things get frm worst 2 worst..susan receive goods witout keyin in2 HHT and there i am haf 2 key in 4 her..but i dun blame her cos she didnt noe how 2 do..so i did it..but things jus dun seems 2 get right..wad eva i key in and scan its jus does nt show tt its being approved!!so i ask kelvin for help..he helped me den the 2 of us was lyk 'duh'!!wad happen why the PO and the invoice no is differ..so we figure it out till moi tears almost drop..den finally all done..when i tot tt all tis is jus gonna end its ard 1+ but kelvin asked me 2 stay and help them out cos 2day is promo change..so i did wad i was told 2..den ard 2 i was standin at the cashier counter serving 1 customer aft it was done i saw 1 crazy women outside moi store askin me 2 serve her..so i had no choice but 2 serve her..den i was also scare at tt time cos she did curse me once..den she came in 2 store 2 buy things but she ask me 2 explain all in hokkien but i duno so i asked kelvin 2 help me out..den who noes aft kelvin explain and go off she came 2 ask me again den i called kelvin cos i duno how 2 speak hokkien..den she scold me upside dwn..aft she went off i tried 2 hold back moi tears but it jus flow out..there susan and kelvin saw they asked me wad happen..den kelvin jus sayang me ask me dun cry..as for susan she was damn scare onli dare 2 look at me and kept damn quiet..den there i am went 2 the pharmacy table take out moi uniform and slam it on the table..kelvin was stun!!he told me i am nt allow 2 tell him i wanna resign!!den he keep on sayang me ask me dun cry cos i cry till damn jialat..cos i was thinkin y i work so hard control all moi temper and yet kana bully..1st is take out things frm rubbish bin 2nd kana scold...WAD AM I!!!nobody dare 2 treat me lyk tis lo...even boi also dun dare he treat me lyk da xiao jie and others!!!mike also wun treat me lyk tis!!!out of sudden i feel tt i am lyk damn useless...so i cried and cried non stop..aft stoped cryin i smsed boi tell him den he was stun..there he is consolin me and made me happy once again..den susan dun dare talk 2 me until i show her moi cheerful face...den kelvin was lyk keep lookin at me...den aft they noe tt i am back 2 normal they feel more at ease cos they had nvr seen me cried be4..den i told kelvin i missed mike again den he noes tt he did something wrong tt i am veri unhappy..so i told him its abt the takin things out frm the bin lo..den he apologise 2 me..den he noes tt i hvt eat he went 2 buy kfc 4 me and keep apologising 2 me..aft i finnish eatin i slack abit smsed wif boi he keep askin me eat le ma eat le ma...funni...den back 2 start work..2day work for 12hrs frm mornin 7.30 till nite 7.30 lo...nw i am damn tired...lookin forward 2 tml..going 2 ssdc book drivin theory class den aft tt go mich hse rebond and dye moi hair...yipee...tml thurs liao den sat meetin boi...yippee yaya yippee yippee yaya...haha...somebody owe me black polo t wif evo de pattern...

sunday outing

2day went out wif boi zhenzhen and xiao di..actualli meet them 2pm but end up i'm late den i told boi but he say nvm he will wait for me..so reach there ard 2.45pm first tot xiao di wun talk 2 me but who noes he talk 2 me...even zhenzhen also talk 2 me..den they ask me wanna go where but i replied:"i dono lei"...den end up we head dwn 2 P.S lo..haha..reach P.S boi ask me wad i wanna eat but i told him i'm full den they say they wanna eat b.k cos they r hungry so i say ok den go lo..who noes stupid boi force me eat french fries...dumb dumb de..den we chat chat there aft tt went for walk walk..den boi pass me the 2 qing gui tt he brought for me..den boi ask me wanna go watch movie ma and i was lyk huh watch movie????den end up we didnt watch we head dwn 2 M.S haha!!!!den boi ask me wanna play pool??and i say i dun wan..den i watch them play lan game lo...was lyk whoa!!!!xiao di and boi veri gd in playin lan game sial...aft tt boi noes tt i am bored den we go off...i bring boi go City Chain see watch watch den aft tt he bring me go mini toon see the bigbig qing gui den ask me i wan ma if wan he buy but i told him dun wan la so big somemore its expensive..den he no choice but 2 put back the qing gui den i went 2 mini bits find thick gold color hairband but cant find...den boi ask me wad i'm finding so i told him den he say we go bugis find nia..so there we go...zhen zhen xiao di boi and me walk walk go bugis..den boi went 2 Casio look for watch so i haf no choice but 2 go in wif him end up i saw 1 watch tt i wanna buy...ta ma de..expensive ah $206 den aft tt we go 2 watson cos zhen zhen wanna buy thing...den boi pei wo go in see cosmetic..haha...aft tt we went 2 bugis street...den boi bring me go buy moi hairband den i wear ask him which nice gold or silver den he say gold den he give the auntie den when he was abt 2 take out wallet pay i already paid!!!whahahahaha....think i dumb..haha..den aft tt he help me take..den the auntie was lyk lookin at him tot he is moi bf..haha!!aft tt boi went 2 buy 1 polo t which got car car de logo..den i saw 1 veri nice den i tell him den he realli buy sial!!cute sial...den xiao di brought 1 carcar name de hp strip tt cost $7...haha..aft tt its abt 9.30 den we go home cos they haf 2 work...den who noes we went 2 bugis xiao di say wanna go toilet den boi went 2 smoke..den be cos of boi smoke xiao di and zhenzhen quarrel..hai...den when we head 2wards mrt station we still duno they quarrel..we onli found out when me and boi gt in the train den the door close den when we look back we saw zhenzhen standin outside alone but there's no sight of xiao di..so i ask boi 2 call and ask zhenzhen den zhenzhen say they quarrel..hai...den me and boi alight at cityhall den frm there we take train 2 marina bay so tt we gt place 2 sit den boi say ok..who noes tt when the train was headin back 2wards duno which station i saw kai li's mum den she was lookin at me and boi...kao!!den i tell boi den he was lyk sian diao..haha..den me and him talk till train reach braddel i also dono den i ask him wher r we and he told me braddel den i ask him kao y u nvr alight at tpy and he told me wo pei ni hui jia wo bu hui throw u and ask u go home yrself..den i was lyk oh ok..den when we r talkin tt time gt 1 stupid china women move back and her shoe hit moi toe!den i feel pain den i told boi den he look at moi toe red red he was angry den he look at tt china women..den boi tell me put moi leg in abit so tt she can step den in the end i sit straight..kao!!was so uncomfortable!!but at last i alight at khatib den boi pei wo go buy bubble tea drink den pei wo go home..den when on the way home he smoke lo den i look at him den he say ok la i jus smoke 1 onli can den i was lyk fine den!!haha..but i noes he haf 2 smoke 2 keep himself awake...so i keep quiet let him smoke..den when reach moi hse he went 2 take cabby home..i'm so happy he send me home...heex...cos veri long we didnt go out liao somemore he's already very tired and yet he send me home den haf 2 take cabby home.. =) oh yes!!i told boi i wan the black polo t wif evo pic and logo printed on it den he say he will go find and buy for me(shhh dun tell any1)!!yipee!!!!!!


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yst was moi 19b'day

yst went out wif sin hui at nite 2 cele moi b'day or should i say she pei wo go out eat...haha...we went 2 Seoul Garden..we meet ard 7plus cos raining...den 1st we went 2 the library aft tt went 2 mini toons 2 buy moi qing gui den we head 2 Seoul Garden..we eat alot cos we r damn hungry...haha...enjoy enjoy lei...den i sms wid boi lo...haha...he nags...cos he say rain mus take unbrella blablabla....damn naggy...yst moi hp kana bombard lyk hell...hahaha...but i'm happy its shows tt moi fren remembers its moi b'day!!well the most happy thing is tt i can learn driving!!cant wait till tt day comes...moi pay fast fast la i wan learn driving,dye moi hair and also rebond back moi hair...heex....well i'll look gd in any hairstyle cos tt's wad somebody tells me...yipee yaya yipee yipee yaya!!!!!!!!!!!!ok shut!!i haf 2 learn 2 be more mature cos i'm 19!!heex... =P

B'DAY WISHES
wish wish moi little nai nai fractured hand will recover soon..sees his hand lyk pig hand i heart pain..wish wish...


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