i can feel the stress

at last we r done wif presentation for this term..but exam comin..its lyk nxt mon is moi commom test liao...its NS4 and NSl 2gather..can u imagine 6.30pm paper til 7.30pm..nw adays i'm lyk so busy wif projects la..until i feel lyk dying..but nw everything is over!!yst is the last time we suffer due 2 projects..stay up till lyk 1+ den 2day 5+ haf 2 wake up liao la..i am having panda eyes!!shit!!dun think i can haf an earli nite 2day too lo cos i need 2 do revision..recently alot of things happen..bad and good..well onli those who r close 2 me will noe wad happen la hah..sometimes when i am lyk in a veri bad mood i jus duno who 2 tell cos those tt r realli close 2 me r nt in the same class as me..feel so lonely..realli dun lyk tt kind of feelin..tt day moi ex nvco jiao lian talk 2 me on msn..duno y suddenly i think of life in chinese orchestra..realli miss the time tt i am on the stage performin er hu..er hu use 2 be part of moi life fren or should i say ways for me 2 vent moi anger or even 2 destress..nw no longer..took up dancesports as cca..yes thou its fun but i still hope i can lyk play er hu again..the chance 2 be on stage and perform..okok i shall stop emo..jus nw class ends at ard 4 den jen alice and me when 2 KAP mac 2 study..alice left at ard 6??den jen and me study till 7+ den we went off..went 2 NTUC oh moi god there gt so many stuff i haf nvr seen be4 la..haha..den jenjen twinnie cannot tahan me..haha...we actualli plan 2 go there buy things 2stock up at her hse de cos fri i gg 2her hse stay and study..but den we didnt realli buy anything la cos tml can go ABC buy cheaper..haha..hmm k ba i wanna go off 2 study le..here's some pic tt i took recently..

saw this at NTUC!!noe how much ma!!its $5 for 1 stupid cup noodles!!
This is $5.40!!i tell jen if u gonna buy and eat better dun shit out!!so ex la wonder what is inside!!
Oh tis is taken on Cat's actual b'day 23rd may..its a surprise tt i plan for her..haha..i plan 2 buy cake for her den who noes the rest of the class say they dun mind sharing..haha..den tt day i wake up veri earli meet lok go clementi get le den took can dwn 2 sch who noes cat reach earlier den me..haaha....den i ask di hao go off the lights den i bring in the cake she was lyk OH MOI GOD!!!u guys..hahah...its lyk so fun nia!!can u imagine see her face lyk shock!!heehee..
hmm tis is the cake full chocolate..sry la cos she cut 1 slice for our NSL lecturer..
cat and me..she so cute lo..tt day she so happy den she hug me..haha..actualli jus wanna let her noe we didnt forget her b'day..everything will still be the same..lyk how we used 2 cele each other b'day when we r in p24!!!
isnt tis cute?its part of our nursing skill project..its condom..we package it lyk lollipop..
see this is how messy it wil be when it comes 2 project..ok la i noe i anyhow throw moi wallet..haha..
see the condom love box..we deco gt gal gt boi..heehee..galgal gt plaits somemore..boi onli gt a few strands of hair..haha..style!!
our final product!!!
aft our hardwork we r being praised so we r veri proud of ourself!!!
prisca,jason,me,lok and hui min
haha closer shot!!jason,pris,me,lok and hui min..

ok ba i need 2 go le..bb...

hate feelin sick..

yes thou 2day is mon i didnt go sch..havin flu and moi throat itchy itchy de so went 2 see doc..take all the med makes me feel so drowsy..sharon,alice n lok so cute sial come pay me a visit but den they skip ns3 lo..badbad..anyway i appreciate it..feel so loved.. =) jen didnt come wif them cos she accom her mum go polyclinic for checkup..tis few days i spend quite alot..haha..brought 1 top from espirit and 2 dress frm hypnosis on fri(went shoppin wif lok aft sch)..den sat brought 1 halter top and 1dress frm hypnosis..sun worst bring mummy go out for dinner i book 1 table for 4 den set menu cost 200++ whahahaha....i spend lyk nobody business but nt 2 worry i did keep a side some money..sat so shiok la pei mummy go tamp shop shop den eat sushi i pay somemore den aft tt go indoor stadium watch ZHEN NI concert..ok i noe u guys duno who is ZHEN NI cos she's a old singer..at 1st i thot i'll be bored 2 death but when she sing is oh moi god de nice la..den the background music power sial~haha..k nia i duno wad 2 blog feelin sick..still need 2 do project la..shit!!worst still NSL I STIL NEED 2 DO EXTRA!!WHICH IS I NEED 2 DO DISADVANTAGE FOR MALE CONDOM!!!TIS IS DUNO WHOSE PART LO..NO CHOICE MOI LEADER ASK ME 2 DO SO I MUS DO LO..FISH HER!!!!I HAF TOLERATE ENUFF..IF SHE GONNA BE SO UNREASONABLE AGAIN I WILL SCREAM AT HER!!!I DEFINITELY WILL!!TIS IS MOI LAST WARNIN 2 U!!!

shark fin soup..tis is part of the dishes on mother's day..e rest didnt take cos too hungry den we gobble dwn the food..
tis cake is given by the restuarant..
moi black dress frm hypnosis..
the espirit green top..
tube dress tt i get frm hypnosis
black halter top tt i get frm hpnosis on sat..
white color dress tt i brought frm hypnosis..
anna sui blusher and VOV lip gloss tt jie get frm me frm her thailand trip..
isnt tis voodoo cute??jie gt it for me frm thailand
the concert ticket for ZHEN NI CONCERT..

tml 11 den start sch but den i need 2 go help jie get something so goona leave hse at 9+..haha..k ba need 2 go le..gonna do moi stupid NSL research..

sch is so fun 2day

2day actualli wanna go for gym orientation de..but they told me its full so cant go..kinda sad nia so since i was hain moi break sharon say she wanna go library buy bubble tea..went wif her guess who i saw?i saw mei yan(moi nite class fren)its lyk so long nvr saw her liao la thou we same poly..haha..den talk 2 her awhile den went back 2 look for moi classmates..oh i love mon as mon is the day where i haf lectures=i can see jenjen,alice and sharon..haha..2day durin NS3 so crappy la..we lyk pinic sial..jason brought tidbits den we eat durin lecture didnt realli pay attention cos the lecturer damn lousy readin everything frm the slide..might as well i teach..haha...so during her lecture me sharon and jenjen jk and laugh lo..haha...oh most importantly 2day chen ying(our fav NSL teacher) call us from melbourne and talk 2 us..she's comin back frm melbourne!!!yipee!!sep she wil be back...she will buy nougarts for us as promised cos all of us lyk nougarts and she ask me i lyk mixed flavour or original some more wan soft de or crunchy de..haha..so swt of her..still remember wad we wan..heehee...miss her so much nia...hmm jus nw i went coach de wensite 2 take a look at wallets..haha..gt quite alot of nice nice de le..cant decide which 2buy..shld i buy coach or LV??who can give me some idea??heehee...shall show u guys some pic..

Bleecker Signature Mini Wallet
Coach Heritage Stripe Accordion Zip-Around Wallet
it actuali comes in white too...
Hamptons Optic New French Purse
This is the LV wallet tt i post up yst...

which shld i get??haha...

jenjen and me..see moi new hair color..no longer golden liao..so guai hor..
alice baby and me..
haha its us again..okok i noe i fat liao la..
tis is the jk of the day..bugs bunny teeth..haha...sharon 1 is her real 1 mine is i act de..heehee..cute hor lyk hamster..

hmm tml so sad lo..cos sharon,lok and carita nt gg for dancesports as they gt things 2 do..sadsad..but luckily i still gt kitty tml i shall pair up wif her..sometimes i envy those who haf male partners cos they can go for competition..so gd..i miss moi performance life(chinese orchestra)..i shall go learn Gu Zhen once i get moi bond..i will die wihtout music...oh ya sharon so gd lo ask nelson wanna teach me guitar ma..haha...he say he dun mind..hope he gt another guitar so tt i can learn guitar from him...MUSIC IS MOI LIFE!!!!seriously i cant imagine life without music..hahaha...

all moi brain juice is gone

hate to do NS 3 case study cos it can realli kill me..2day i spend moi day by doin NS 3 and moi PAS tutorial..shit NS 3 realli can kill all moi brain cells la..mus go net search for ans...grr...but den i lyk so guai la spend moi day in moi room crackin moi brain cells..haha..but den i also slack abit nia cos i went online 2 search for moi LV wallet...i haf called 2 ask for the price...i haf told moiself tt i wanna save money 2 get moi wallet i dun care..haha!!!7 may i will get moi bond money if its nt be cos of the stupid PDA i would haf straight away get moi LV wallet la!!!grr!!!!dun worry i haf moi own plan...gib me 2-3 months and i will get the LV wallet..tml i shall surprise jen they all wif moi new hairstyle...haha...cos its the 1st time they see me without golden color hair...i haf bid goodbye 2 moi golden color hair and nw i gt a new hair color...its so dark lo..haha..almost lyk black liao...hahaha....i shall be a guai kia...whahahaha....hmm so sian la..i hate ns3!!!grr...oh ya any1 noe of any fren workin at LV store haha...can help me get LV wallet or any kind soul care 2 get 1 for me??

one day u will be mine....wait for me baby...hahaha...any 1 wanna buy tis for me??it cost $725..moi aim...hahaha...2-3 months time i will get u!!!