stop torturing me

nw adays times past so fast...its torturin me..cos tis means tt moi results will be out jus any day..i'm feelin so scared..yst received letter frm seab sendin me moi password for loggin on 2 see moi results on the day of o lvl result..i'm so scare..i dono y..will i pass??tis is wad i ask moiself again...well nw adays fewer and lesser calls and sms frm him...noe tt he's busy workin but i'm nt use 2 it lei..feel lyk being neglected by u..2day talk 2 moi mum abt moi past..frm moi sec 1 relationship till nw..i told her i dun wan 2 go back 2 moi ex thou he treat me well..cos i dun lyk the feelin of being tied up too tight witout freedom..well i agree he had lots of money and 2 takecare of me but i dun lyk..i wan freedom i realli do..cos i wanna be playful and cheerful as well..i knew tt there's 1 person tt allows me 2 throw tantrum,be playful and well last of all freedom and comfortable wif..but will he be the 1??i'm afraid it will nt...mayb i'll jus be wif the other??but i'm afraid 2 get in2 relationship again cos it hurts...the 1 tt i love may jus ask for break up..or is tt i ask for it cos no freedom..am i too much jus 2 ask for freedom and for a guy 2 takecare of me and believe me??dono y 2day aft talk 2 moi mum abt moi past i think abt all tis thing...i'm realli afraid of gettin in2 a relationship cos guys r jus undevoted animal..

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