i'm gettin more and more mature??

yst so fun!met up wif meow meow aft sch which end @ 10??haha..yst i am so happy la..nt be cos i gt moi coach no la is finally i can met up wif meow meow..we went 2 kbox and steamboat!!wohoo!!ok start wif yst..had sports and wellness as usual ann did nt wake up lo..den we go off without her..den yst so fun haha cos we all forget abt the dance steps..haha..so damn funni den we learn new dance which is also veri fun!jus tt female veri diffi lo..wad turn here turn there spin her spin there..den spin and turn dao i giddy den i keep hittin moi own head haha..den me and sharon jus cant figure out how 2 dance 2gather den coach came over den i ask him moi god la i duno where 2 turn left or right den sharon say she duno how 2 lead me..and there goes coach say ok sharon i show u ah..den moi god la he held out his hand den i look at him stun!!haha!!den i think veri long be4 i hold his hand..haha..den we started dancin den i jus look @ him when it is moi turn 2 turn(i duno turn left or right) den i panic i keep askin him where 2 turn left or right den he 1hand hold me the other hand hold moi shoulder and turn me..dots!!damn funni la..so cartoon!!den aft finnish dancin wif him so weird i hurry let go off his hand..when dance tt time i dun even dare look in2 his eyes la i keep lookin at sharon!!haha....den when we can rest awhile tt time i went 2 drink water den i ask him 2 come moi b'day which is on fri den he tot is yst sial..blur ass!!den i say no la den he laugh..den he say hmm 11jan hor i need 2 work le..den i was lyk whaliao..den he tell me 2 gib him moi no he will sms me..den i was lyk hah wad u sms me i shld be 1 the tt sms u la..den he laugh den he jus say out his no 2 me den i was lyk wad the hell i tell him i didnt take moi hp la..den he say u will sure remember de den he keep repeatin his no..dots..cute sial..den he tell me when i sms him i mus identify moiself..den aft moi SAW alice and cat told me a sad news they tell me they wun be gg 2 moi b'day tt seriously i was damn piss and i jus kept quiet!den they tot i will cry den they say is they will go jus tt they wun stay..dots say properly la..i duno why la tis year de b'day lyk abit shit!!!i nw jus dun wan 2 care who go who nvr go liao la..yst meow told me something which i think i gave up on him is realli a gd choice!!haha i will nvr regret!!i will continue movin on..i'm sure i will find a better guy..haha..nw i jus wanna concentrate on moi studies moi future..talk 2 moi mum tt i wanna sign bond wif KKH..reason??i dun wan 2 be a burden 2 moi dad,dun wan moi dad 2 work so hard jus 2 bring me up,wan them 2 lead a better life,i noe tt moi dad is already old and he feels tired jus tt he dun wan 2 say,he does nt haf enuff slp be cos he work and he drive taxi jus 2 make sure i haf a better environment 2 live in,its time tt i pay back 2 u dad..i noe i wun be able 2 gib u much..seriously i sign bond i dun haf 2 keep takin money frm daddy i can even gib him money thou it is veri little but i noe he will feel happy even if i were 2 gib him 50bucks yes it is nt much but at least he noes i care 4him.the little baby tt he protect and care so much had realli grown up and nw could gib him money.the money tt i owe mum is realli alot i noe she dun wan me 2 return rite away but i realli wish i could pay her back.i wan 2 gib mum money buy things for her dun wan her 2 worry abt me whether i haf money 2 go out??money 2 eat??its actualli nt a bad idea 2 sign bond nw as study time i dun haf 2 work i haf monthly pay=pay moi bills=moi own expenses=pay mum money=gib dad and mum money spend=no burden 2 dad.if i can i will sign 3years bond well ppl will ask me why.reason: i will haf a stable job and i dun haf 2 worry tt i cant find job.i gg 20 on tis comin fri..i will onli graduate on 22years old..impossible tt i take money frm dad when i am 22!!ridiculous rite??sign 3years bond=i might be able 2 help korkor in his business if he needs cash=some money 2 bring daddy mummy oversea=they will be damn happy=its time 4 me 2 payback 2 them..i duno why i haf been thinkin abt tis for tis few days..ppl might think tt i am siao but i jus think tt i realli haf grown up le..cos its time for me 2 look aft daddy mummy..
2day i went 2 take moi basic theory test guess wad i pass!!hahaha!!mummy gave me money for moi course extension cos its gonna expired but dun worry mummy i will pay u back i noe how much i owe u..i will always remember..aft moi basic test met up wif meowmeow again 2 go bishan meet eric kor for mac breakfast..haha..eric kor went 2 HK 2 buy keychain for me..thanks bro!!den aft moi breakfast went 2 daddy workshop cos daddy went oversea bro go malaysia for his fren weddin den workshop onli left daddy's worker so i go over lo..abit bored la but i spend moi time wisely by studyin CMbio..den 3+ i was so damn hungry but rainin den i jus tahan dun eat..haha..den till 6 den i tell daddy worker i wan go hm den moi daddy worker say wait 1st gt 1 customer hvt pay u de..den he pay liao i den go off..nw here i am damn tired wanna go slp liao tml mus wake up earli go buy moi b'day bbq things..gosh!i'm gonna turn 20!!
i duno why i jus dun haf feelin for u anymore..haha..abit weird..yst catty told me abt u and her i dun even feel a pain..jus nw cos i too bored i sms u den jk wif u abt moi present cos noe tt tml u catty and kor gg look for moi pressie den i told u its damn diffi 2find den u say anyhow buy den i say cannot den u say lyk tt hor den dun buy for u la..den i jus tell u dun buy dun buy la..weird hor i dun use 2 say tis 2 u..but nw changed... =) nvm u will still be moi piggy fren..
family is all tt i care nw..