sick and tired of projects

sch reopen..tis is wad i had been lookin 4ward 2 but e dreadful thing is tt tis comin mon i gt 2 hand in our CNP grp project..need 2 do powerpoint slide,need 2 print out a copy 4 miss carol,gt 2 type out the role play script den gt 2 show her the summery..argg all tis is lyk last min work la..i kinda hate tis type of last min thing la..well we onli haf fri 2do all tis crap..and its during breaktime..cant finnish i gt 2 bring hm and bao ka liao..wad the hack...hate bein a leader..well actuali can get tis done earlier but e prob is nt all members r present..well nvm dun feel lyk sayin tt anymore..2day stay back for moi mic remedial..find it useful..tis time round i gt 2 pass moi mic retest..get back moi PAS result its realli a veri sad thing 2 say cos i FLUNK IT!!argg i realli kinda sad..can any1 understand moi feelin??i dun wanna get kick out of Poly and of cos moi Course..Dr Thomas say if we fail 3-4 modules out we go..I REALLI DUN WAN!!!PLS DUN DO TT 2ME..realli gt alot of projects 2 be done cnp,cits,psychology and sociology projects..argg!!!all due date so near..nobody is wellin 2 give up their sunday time 2 do projects..well i can understand nvm..onli jennifer and sharon can understand how i feel..sharon also veri poor thing nia she also haf 2 assign other ppl 2 do things loh cos she is PAS project de leader..ARGG STRESS!!!!exam comin soon august...august is also moi O lvl eng oral..ALL THE BEST!!kinda lookin forward 2 our NDP float thing..its fun but there's something i'm also kinda unhappy wif..nvmnvm..forget it..kinda long nvr update liao so wad i am gg 2 do nw is 2 upload all the pics tt i haf taken since clinical attachment day till nw..THERE U GO~~~~~~~~~~~

macallan 12 its a nice alcohol drink
moi love~~had tis durin kor b'day..needless 2 say kor was pretty drunk tt day..2nd july
b'day cake tt mummy brought for jie fu(4 july 2007)moi jie fu and his son wish wish
time 2 blow the candles..see nai so excited funni rite both cut cake 2gather..see nai so happy..
i'm so excited takin pics wif babi kyan wif me wearin moi nurse uni..
tis is taken on the 2nd day..he wakes up so earli its 6+am haha..
alamak wad kind of face is tt..
all the nurses..taken at bugis aft the Health Promo Board thing..there's still somemore but duno y i jus cant upload tt..
pretty nurses alamak gt 1 extra sial..haha..
all crappy nurse..dare 2 leave yr life in our hands??
effect thanks 2 ann..
ann,jen,me and alice
i edit tis..its misayaki baby and kumiko baby
funni rite..haha..
show yr cute face pls..heehee..
pose...
we r blur??we r innocent babi nurse..haha...
kumiko and ma yi
i love her...she's moi darlin gal...heehee..she's cute..
lovely sharon and kumiko
adorable eqa and kumiko
kumiko own shot..heehee..too bored so listen 2 music..
sleepy...
on tt day the 5 of us happen 2 wear 2 piece wear..haha..eqa,jen,sharon,me and qai reflection
moi mirror reflect~~taken when i reach hm aft moi Chi orchestra
love moi fashion style...BLEAH!!I DUN GIVE A DAMN 2 WAD PPL SAY ABT ME
i am who i am
scratch head head...haha...
moi face kinda fat sial!!
taken on 4th july he is so happy layin dwn on his pram..
kinda stun look rite...haha...he is so photogenic jus lyk his bro..
tis is when he saw me comin back hm aft moi clinical attachment..cute eh..

tt's all..tml class starts at 11am..happy happy...wondering wad will moi days be lyk tml..its time tt i need 2 go on diet again..i dun wanna be fat!!!argg..i wanna be pretty pretty de...haha...its also time tt i need 2 study hard loh!!!anyway wanna treat me 2 kbox??haha...

longs 2 be close 2 u..would u hold me tight??

wonderful day i had..

yst aft NDP thing in sch i went back hm 2bath den 5pm meet boi at toa payoh den he hop in den we head straight 2 bugis..reached there liao went 2 looked for jennifer darlin aft tt jen,boi and me went bugis shop shop..jen found out something and she ask me..haha..onli she noes something abt me and boi..saw the mushroom at action city den jen dun let me buy..in e end i brought it cos i complain 2boi..haha..brought some cutie stuff..aft jen left 4hm onli left me and boi..he accom me wait for moi bro cos bro come fetch me go cele his b'day wif his fren..aft bro reach boi went hm alone...poor boi den he keep smsed me..haha..yst was fun..bro realli drunk but he nvr puke..power!!we drank macallan 12..its so nice..loved it...whoa!!i drink and sing yst...shiok!!bro's fren was so gd...they play dao realli veri siao...haha..play wif cake and mixed his drink all...oh moi god!!but lucky enuff gt 1 of moi bro's fren they knew each other since young till nw drive bros car send us home den he walk hm..we reach hm ard 4+ i bath 5 den slp..but bro was already slpin lyk a log...funni la i on the light he can also slp..haha..2day boi so nice lah..went out help me look 4 170 toa payoh lor 6 cos tml i need 2 go there for attachment den he went out 2 look 4 the place den he smsed me but i didnt reply cos i was slpin den at 2 he called den i pick up den i still ask him who he is..haha..den he was lyk dots...i am boi la u still slpin eh..den i was lyk ya cos i reach hm at 5 den he scold me say wha veri earli hor blablbla..dots..den he tell me where is the place all den he ask me go back 2 slp..haha..
Love u guy..tml is moi bro b'day...

last day of attachment in polyclinic

2day is my last day of attachment in Jurong Polyclinic...those sisters,staff nurse,assistant nurse...all the staff r so good..some might look fierce but after u talk 2 them they r practically all very nice people..they will joke with u teach y lots of things..2day they know its our last day and they talk 2 us joke with us and ask us 2 study hard..Sister Bariah really very good 2 us..i will miss them..at first i was thinking how will i pass this 5days??sure bored 2 death or scare getting scolded but haha..i'm wrong..5 days passed very fast and i didnt get scolded..Sister Bariah wrote alot of comments in my book..all good things..heehee..say i take the initiative 2 ask,willing 2 learn blablabla...haha..love sister bariah so much..frankly speakin if i had a chance how i wish its nt onli 5 days but is 1month..2day they duno gt wad talk den they had free mac for lunch den they share with us their fries but we dun wan..heehee...see they so nice hor?? =) den sister Bariah knows tt there's a room gt patient wanna stitch e wound she tell me den me and moi fren rush dwn go see..den the nxt room gt doc do pap smear den the doc ask us wanna see ma den we get 2 see again..whoa!!haha...those staff there r so great...
tml going 2 sch for NDP thing again luckily its frm 10-1pm yeah i get the chance 2 slp...haha..mummy was lyk dots u gt 2 wake up earli again..but nvm la.. =) yeah tml get 2 see some of moi dearies...
well i'm lookin forward 2 mon attachment at Toa Payoh United Medicare...i think its some sort of nursin home ba??wad will i get 2 learn tis time??thou tis few days i'm realli tired but its worth it cos i get 2learn alot of things..

attachment was fun!!

well 2day's attachment was fun..get 2 see pap smear,immunisation and back 2 Development assessment..well those nurse r too gd they let us drift frm 1 room 2 the other room wher there r patients so we get 2 observe differ case and wun be bored 2 death..haha..2day i get 2 play wif babies..so cute la..some babies realli damn cool injection nvr even cry..whoa!!wonderful lovely babies..heehee..erm the pap smear was 2 check 4 the cervic cancer..okok..dun say liao..i'm damn tired and sleepy 2day but i didnt fall aslp..cos i see moi cool nurse and D.A nurse talk 2 us when there's no patient..so nice of them..den i tell moi D.A nurse tt the nurse i see on mon was so cool den she walk pass us den i show her den she went2 tell her say some student nurse say she veri cool but i scare la so i use moi jacket 2 cover moi face den she came over den wan 2 tickle me..haha..she realli cute and cool..eheh yst nite slp dao shiokshiok e stupid xiao di duno wad is keypad lock la end up call me den i call him back den he laugh den ask me y so earli i slp..kao!!dots!!den he say sry ask me go back slp..as for 2day mornin i receive miss call again but tis time round is frm his gf zhenzhen..dots she also accidentally call me...arggg....feel lyk pinchin them la..
happiest thing is yst go co prac aft attachment me and sharon when we r abt 2 go hm we say sry 2 cutie..heehee..at 1st we think so long whether 2 apologise 2 him anot lah cos when we r in the room he came in den i dun even dare look at him la..den 9pm release liao they go other room prac some music 2 prepare for fri de student plaza performance so me and sharon went over and cutie was there..i so paiseh dun dare look at him..but when duno wad time sharon was tellin me she wanna go hm and i didnt pay attention 2 wad she say and she walk off den cutie saw cutie laugh den i look at him den i peek at wher sharon go..den sharon came back den aft realli everything finnish..we went off i ask yang call cutie come out..den me and sharon went out of co room wait 4cuite..den he came out sharon say i'm sry 2 him den he was lyk ok..ah??he dun even noe y we say sry den we tell him its abt the incident den he was lyk oh ok..haha..tis shows tt he dun take it 2heart abt wad happen tt day..so gd hor..heehee..den the last time sharon shout i'm sry and ran off i was so damn paiseh la cos ppl came out look at me den gt 1 guy tell cutie:"boss u come out 2 talk 2 gal hor" den i was so damn paiseh i run..den he laugh...dots...yst he kept laughin none stop when we say sry 2 him nia cos wheneva gt ppl come out i say eh waitwait i close the door 1st i paiseh nia den he will laugh...dots...he's realli anice guy and cutie.. =)
sharon dun be mistaken i didnt fall for him...dots...co ppl r all gd and nice ppl =)
lyk yst there's 1 er hu gal encourage me 2 jiayou...haha..cos moi jiao lian la tell them moi standard drop alot...dots....slap ya la...haha..anyway nw i wanna go slp..too tired..i'm lookin forward 2 tml...mr da zhu tou when can we meet out eh??u tis stupid pig wad i cute cannot let babi see..dots la u...wad they see me too cute they will die...ass u..
last thing i pass moi aap!!whoa!!!!!cant believe it tt i pass...

1st day of clinical attachment

lookin forward 2 clinical attachment for so long and 2day is moi 1st day..was bein posted 2 jurong poly..1st we had some briefin den test aft tt we were put into rooms 2 observe...well in the mornin i was bein puted into room 4 and 5 wif an ITE guy...there its a treatment room....well u might think tt u wun get 2 see anything which is grouse but i'm wrong..there 1st patient i saw was an uncle wif chest pain den he needs oxygen tank cos his oxygen lvl is below 95% den the nurse call ambulance..the 2nd patient came in 2remove stitches on his cheek,ear and finger..well its scary okie!!!so on and so forth all patient came in wif some serious case lyk face gt cut den half face swollen(its a small gal),the other K2 boi came in wif both eyes swollen cannot even open the eyes,the other uncle came in wif his body havin staple needed 2 be removed instead of stitches..well all tis is grouse..den aft moi lunch i went 2 room 6 and 7 which was dressin room..here i get 2 see patient all came in wif bandages needed 2 be remove den wounds need 2 be clean,rebandage if needed and pus 2 be scrape off..i saw 1 uncle leg wif pus and the nurse use e plastic forcep 2 remove the pus and there i can see 1 deep and big hole...can even see the flesh..i feel sick and feel lyk pukin..but well i haf 2 control gt 2 get used 2 it..so on and so forth all the patient came in wif all those wounds here and there..but well its ok..i tell moiself i gt 2 see and be strong..tis is jus a minor case..so i get on wif it..reached hm tell mum abt moi experience and all those scenes flash back..argg sickenin...when i see the fish dun even wan 2 eat la cos mummy cook it wif tomato sauce..and i see the fish it reminds me of the wound..but i still force moiself 2 gobble dwn the food..hopefulli tml wad i see wun be so grouse..i'm feelin so tired nw wanna slp leh..tml aft work still mus go back sch for Chi orchestra trainin...arggg...

All the best 2 moiself...u can make it thru de ade... >.< aftall i lyk all the sisters and nurse in the poly they r so nice...there's onli 1 indian nurse tt i dun lyk....she gt a suckin attitude...GD luck 2 moiself....

terrible aches...

yst went for chi orchestra camp..wake up at 6.30 am reach sch at 8.30 went 2 lvl 5 2 put our bags in the dorm..was shock 2 see tt boys and gals r sharin 1 dorm..e most ridiculous thing is tt gals and boys slp 2gather gals r surrounded by boys lah...kao..den i jus anyhow put moi bag on the floor den me and sharon went dwn 2 lvl 1 2 meet up wif the rest..we were bein grp..heng me and sharon r in the same grp..den we set off 2 east coast park..there we had amazing race...kao it was realli tiring la!!we rent bicycle den we cycle the whole east coast park!!kao we get clue den we had 2 cycle 2 our nxt destination for another clue..it was freakin tiring..the previous day i went 2 sentosa wid moi P24 cliques for outting..den we went there 2 play,swim,all sorts...den i had muscle cramp den yst still need 2 cycle ard..kao!!!worst is 1 place 2 the other place is damn far la!!frm mac 2 sandcastle den frm there 2 lighthse den cycle 2 jetty den to other place(cant realli remember)..we cycle back and forth la...frm 9+ till 5pm den end!!worst is tt when we had lunch at e lighthse i park moi bike duno wad happen it jus fell and land on moi leg..i was in pain la..den heng some of moi grp fren help me pick up the bike and ask me am i ok..dots..aft tt we still carryon cycling..when it ends at 5pm we went back 2 sch tot tt we could haf a cold bath aft sweatin lyk hell..but nope we were wrong!!we had dinner..den aft dinner watch movie at threatre hall 73..watch shutter(boring la) aft shutter tot is nite walk but i'm wrong!!they watch another movie(even boring its nt funni at all and ppl can still laugh..r they idiots)..in bwt alot of ppl went hm..onli 18 ppl left la..den e senior went 2 hide 2prepare for e nite walk.den 11pm aft finnish watchin movie 1senior told us we can do wadeva things we wan 2 do but by 12am we haf 2 assemble at the dorm 2 prepare for nite walk..i gt so piss by wad she said..dun u guys think tt its stupid aft bath den nite walk..why cant they let us bath be4 watchin movie den aft tt nite walk?r they crazy!!wad a stupid plan they haf..den i told sharon i wanna go hm la..den she tot i bluff her..i called moi bro ask him come fetch me..den i tell sharon come on let's go dorm take our bag den we go hm..den we went up i took moi bag and wanna go den she ask me huh realli wanna go hor??den i said ya of cos otherwise i call moi bro for wad..den i tell her take her bag moi bro will send her hm too..den both of us went 2 the bus stop wait for moi bro..i called jian zhou ask him where he is den he said i am somewher in sch(well he cant tell me cos he was hidin 2 prepare for e nite walk)..he ask me wad happen i told him i wanna go hm i am too bored..i tell him i dun lyk the plan..den he was lyk sadsad ask me 2 stay say we gonna play nite walk soon den i say i dun wan i wanna go hm..den he say ok loh i cant force u 2 stay..so i say ok den bye!!aft tt me and sharon went 2 the bus stop the security guard saw us liao still go lock the gate...nabeh!!i was so damn angry i throw moi bag out and i climb over..those ppl at the bus stop was lyk lookin at me and sharon but we dun care..moi thigh,butt and back ache liao dun expect me 2 walk 1 big round out!!asshole!!den when kor reach he send sharon hm..den on e way i smsed jian zhou said sry 2 him cos he's realli a gd guy la nt his fault yet i talk 2 him at a veri rude tone..den he replied and tell me its ok..its his fault cos they overlook alot of things..den he ask me 2 takecare cos veri late liao den ask me 2 be careful when i am on moi way hm..den he ask me 2 smsed him when i reach hm so tt he noes tt i'm home safely..so i did loh den when i reach hm i smsed him den he ask me 2 slp earlier,takecare all sorts...hai..he is realli a mr nice guy la..so sry cutie tt i talk 2 u in tt manner.. =)

here r some pics tt was taken on 21/06 class outting @sentosa..sry tt some pics might be too small thou i upload as big image cos i stole frm jen blog..

kitty,me,jen,li hui me and jen darli
box jen darlin who ask her 2 kiss me..haha..but she lyks tis pic A stands for ADELINE(created by jen) J==Jennifer A==Adeline
Tis shows how close we r
Jen and moi leg
Let's smile
us again(well we r close cos we r of e same age)
Me and sharon(isnt she cute?)
Ann darlin and me(isnt she hot??)
Tt's me and kitty
ur nonsense(palawan bridge)
Modellin(thanks 2jason dear for helpin us take pic)
Ann,me,alice,cat,sharon,jen
oh tt's funni eh??haha....couple couple??jkjk...its jus us bein playful

where's e other 2 model??
jason dear ask us 2 pose lyk tt..we r the nxt top model??haha
tis is our creation...haha...catcat gt nice boobs..
jason suntan...haha..stupid la..make me think of bai zhan ji
nice pic
welcome to palawan beach
so formal..cos jen ask us 2 do tis
ann,jason,jen,sharon and me playin ball in the sea
moi cam whoring time usin jen darlin camera
jen darlin ask us 2 write our name on e sand
argg its so hot lah.....
jen darlin torturin us wif games..tis is 1 of it..we r ask 2 count how mani blocks of wood frm startin 2 endin..its 432 loh..while i'm counting she shake the bridge made me griddy and she also try 2 make me confused by disturbin me..
head 2 vivo 4 dinner wif our mentor miss carol
while waitin me and ann darlin take pic
again...(she's cute eh??)loves..
tt's alice and me(she's pretty eh??)
ann me and sharon Stay closer abit nia

hmm receive yang msg tellin me thanks for comin 2 chi orchestra..hai makes me feel so guility..argg...nvmnvm...nw moi back thigh and butt realli hurts alot....argg can all tis stupid cramp go off tml..mon i startin clinical attachment..lookin forward 2 it...wonderin how will i be lyk??tml gonna go buy tights and stockings...bb...wanna go slp liao too tired...