long updates..

well well long nvr update liao..haha...was busy wif moi workin life..whahaha..well gonna update pics taken on 19march when i met up wif catty..

_____here u go_____

well i love cam whoring..haha...bleah =P simply love moi eyes..heehee...


heres moi precious baby kia kyan(taken when he was slpin wif me in moi room)kawaii

taken on 22march07

hmm...recently lots of things happen..gd or bad??i can say both ba..daddy kel nt gonna leave me..whahaha...but maybe i will leave tt store??see how..gonna find job once i get moi class timetable..heehee...kinda excited...will i walk out of his life when i get in2 poly??well i dono...we haf fewer sms nor chat on phone aft he gets 2 noe tt i fall 4 him...well its damn obvious tt he will nt choose me..LOL...told him i'll be gg 2KL he says tt ok and ask me when i will be back..few days back we chat on da phone but it was kinda weird..i told him i wanna hang up cos i was workin...true i was workin but the actual reason is tt i dono how 2 talk 2 u lyk we use 2..mmmm....i'm lookin 4ward 2 tml...i'll be gg 2 KL when i'm back on 1st april the nxt day i haf 2 work den on 4th april meetin audrey,yishan and perhaps jing hong for some updatin of our lifes...hahaha...maybe we shall hit st james??or MOS??heehee...den boi book me on 7th april which is sat..he accom me go buy bagbag...den 10 april will be moi poly orientation day...whoa aft orientation which ends at 2pm i haf 2 rush 2 work...oh nono..i'm sure i'll be damn tired nia...wad i'm lookin 4ward 2 is 2 meet him again...tis is the 1st time tt i gonna meet him aft he knew moi feelings 4 him...wad will the situation be lyk??as per normal???haha maybe it wun ba??tis 3 days he's realli cute nia cos he sms me earli in da mornin...dots...thou i feel happy tt u sms me in da mornin lyk wad u used 2 do in the past but there is 1 day tt i realli hate u 2 the core..and u noes tt i am damn jealous..well u explain 2 me but i dono y the jealousy is still within me..on 26march u smsed me ard 7+ den we smsed each other den suddenly it was rainin heavily outside den i ask u how u go 2 yr workplace and u told me u was stuck under a blk..den u told me u tell yr incharge tt u will be late..den when i say huh nw 8 liao lei u gonna be damn late liao den u told me KELLY TAKE UMBRELLA FOR U!!!when i saw tis i dun wanna smsed u..den u noe i am jealous and u tell me u ask her dun take de but she take umbrella for u..well ITS SO DAMN KIND OF HER!!u shld appreciate la..its rainin ma den u can help her hold the umbrella lyk how u used 2 hold for me durin CNY when we go jiejie hse tt time lo..can help her carry her bag too if u wan..so her heart will be melted and be yr gal!!kao nw adays even yr lunchtime u didnt sms me nor when yr breaktime lo..i was wonderin is it tt u too busy wif other gals esp yr xiao shi mei la hor..nw adays yr sms is either mornin or nite time onli lo..*#$%*&@# 1 day how mani sms moi hand plus moi toes also more den enuff 4 me 2 count liao lo..i realli regret tellin u moi feelings 4u la shit ass!!!i told moiself i'm nt gonna care anymore...maybe i shall gib other guys a chance..go out 4 a date wif them..at least they care for me...okok enuff ba i gtg 2 bed...haha..tml haf 2 wake up at 5.30 leavin hse at 6.30 yeah KL trip wif mummy,jie,jie fu and ade(moi Pri sch fren)..wee!!!!!oh yes daddy kel was so cute ask me 2 enjoy and come back in 1 piece..haha...see boi even moi daddy kel also care for me lo...wad abt u??hai...sad la...

18 march its the most terrible day...

well 2day i'm damn low in mood..cos yst was workin den reach hm bath liao received msg frm da zhu tou askin me how's moi gastric pain and i reach hm le ma..den the best part tt made me suffer is tt he keep forcin me askin me abt something tt i had been keepin in moi heart 4 damn long..in the end i dono wad got in2 me tt made me blurp out everything tt i had kept mute abt..i told him i fall for him..and his reply was huh y u fall for me??i replied no reason lo fall for u need reason de ma?den he say oh ok i dun mind tellin u moi workplace also gt ppl fall 4 me..well i noe alot of ppl fall 4 u..i noe tt u might nt choose me or u wun even choose me..i dono y i told u..and i regret..u told me its ok and u stil can laugh when i tell u i fall for u..u told me its better 2 say out...but do u noe its the 1st time i tell guys i love them!!u r the 1st 1..i'm afraid i might lose u..well i noe i dunhaf the looks dun haf the figure..but pls can u at least tell me will u accept me or nt..u dun say anything i feel terrible..i realli feel lyk cryin..yst aft smsin u i bluff u i wan 2 slp..its be cos i scare yr reply..i went 2 moi room and i cried..i'm scare..2day mornin receive yr sms..i saw i smile cos i tot u might avoid me..but u didnt..u ask me how am i feelin better ma and u told me u r ok dun bear wad i told u yst in2 heart..tell me tt its better 2 say out den keep it inside moi heart..u dun blame me nor will u avoid me..but is it true??can u at least tell me how u feel 2wards me..if u dun lyk me jus say so i dun haf 2 wait for u..well i told moiself i had waited u 4 2years..i'll give moiself and u another half a year..if nth gonna happen i'll jus walk out..cos i noe u wun choose me..wad do u realli treat me as??u told me i'm yr bao bei dun wan me 2 leave u..tis is wad u told me on 17th..when i tell u i'll stick 2 u stay closer 2 u and u say u fang xin le..wad does tis mean??u tell me any girls dare 2 beat me u will kill them..i still keep those msg tt u sent me..i didnt delete any of it..am i silly 2 fall 4 u??maybe i am..u told me be4 u bu she de bu ting wo de hua..wad does tis mean??u told me tt day yr sms wakes me up cant let me slp u bu she de..wad does tis mean?u told me u gt miss me and think of me onli i duno..wad does tis mean??u told me u wun be other girl de piggy unless i dun wan u..wad does tis mean??u keep askin me will i replace u wif another guy..wad does tis mean?when i told u maybe i will and u told me u r sad..wad does tis mean??i tell u u r moi bao bei den u told me dun jus say onli den u told me i am yr bao bei..wad does tis mean??when i tell u i dun wan u u sad..why??when i ask u nt 2 smoke much u try 2 smoke less..why??tt day duno wad den u tell me i love u so much den i ask u huh u normally tell me dun come y nw u wan me 2 come closer 2 u u didnt explain..why??abt xiao shi mei case u scare i jealous scare i misunderstand..why??when u noe i jealous u keep askin me for reason..why??when i dun tell u u say sianz..why??den i ask u 2 tell me y u scare i jealous all u dun wanna tell me u say u duno how 2 tell me..why??tt day u told me if u wan me u scare moi daddy will kill u..wad does tis mean?when i ask u am i yr bao bei u told me i am u say if i am nt yr bao bei den who is yr bao bei..wad does tis mean?when i ask u is xiao shi mei yr bao bei u say nope den u ask me is it i jealous..why??u told me u wun dun wan me..wad does tis mean??when u call me xiao bao bei i ask u y is call xiao de den who is the da de den u say ok nia call u bao bei..wad does tis mean??u can dun call de ah..why??why do u care abt moi feelings..u say u noe me veri well and i noe u veri well..why do u say tt??y tt day when i go k box u sms me den u noe i gg poly soon den i tell u scare i fall for other guys ma den u say u scare den tell me if i dun wan u i can go find other guys better den u..wad does tis mean??all tis msg tt u send me i didnt delete..its still in moi hp..u told me u will buy memory card for me..why??do u still care for me..when i read at those msg tt u send me in the past tears r rollin in moi eyes..i'm realli scare..scare tt i'll lose u..

iwanuback...wannaholdon2utightly..

16 of march-relaxation

cam whorin be4 meetin catty at khatib..heehee..
our drink..moi blue lagoon hers hot honey lemon

i'm holdin moi drink
she's singing happily
drinkin moi cocktail =P
happy singing at M.S de k box..enjoy singing..cos its had been quite long since we last met up 4 singing session..aft tt we went 2 yuki yaki had our meals..den we took train 2 marina bay den head back 2 home..


smiles..we haf been frens for comin 3years??
took her pic when we r havin dinner..
tryin 2 kiss her..well its our nonsense..u haf 2 tolerate =P
taken at marina bay when we drop 2 wait 4another train..heehee...

kiss??
stickin out moi tongue..
"miao miao"cute ba..heehee..
box moiself..heehee..

aft finnish cam whorin went 2 remove moi make up bath den slp...heehee..

brand new me..

well 2day woke up ard 10 den eat and bath aft tt went 2 mich hse 2 get a brand new me..yst jie stay over at moi hse..2day we went 2mich hse ard 11.15 den went there 2 had our new hair..haha..nw me and jie color and highlight same color den even hairstyle also same..haha...funni..the funniest part is 2day we even wear the same color de clothes and pants also same color..haha...den aft we had our hair done we went 2 bugis de dorothy perkins..jie brought lots of top den she went 2 pazzion 2 buy heels..i saw quite alot of cute tops at dorothy perkins...haha..will get it once i get moi pay...wee...wanna wear nicenice go sch...polylife gonna start...i gonna get moi new life and he noes...he noes tt i will get 2 noe lots of frens and he say tt i will forget him...lol...i duno lei..mayb i will and mayb i fall for other guys??hahaha!!well u scare rite tied me up if u can lo...stupid dumb think u can tied me up wif yr ring??cute u...still remember tt day went out wif u and u saw a ring jus the same as the 1 u gave me den u ask me wanna buy ma u buy for me and i told u why u wanna buy and u cant ans me..haha...tt'a cute nia..its fun makin u *blushed* =P hai sian tml going back 2 work...shit!!!!!!!yes meetin catty tis fri...wee!!!!mus show her moi hair...haha...mus hao lian hao lian...wee....

i will miss u...

excited and happy

well 2day jie fu told me he plannin tt 30,31 and 1st april we go genting...oh yeah!!i asked ade along she say she shall ask her dad..hopefulli she can so me and her can share 1 room...yeah...haha..den i also ask ade on 28th wanna go st james 2gather wif me and yishan ma den she say sure...yipee...lookin forward 2 clubbing wif them at st james..whoa!!haha...can feel the heat again..yipee..jus nw saw catty de didi blog..he going 2 st james on 13 which is tml...yishan going on wed lei i cant cos go out wif jie..she wanna bring me go color hair...yipee...haha...2day went out wif her..buy things all she pay...haha...hmm...i cant wait till tis wed la i wanna dye hair liao den jus nw saw 1 damn nice haircut might consider..heehee...oh yes i'm lookin forward 2 the dancefloor again...damn long nvr hit the dancefloor duno still can dance ma...haha..stupid pig i miss u nia..

kyan 1month old cele

2day is baby kyan de b'day..lots of ppl came 2 moi hse la..whaliao 100+ ppl..heng its being held at moi hse cant imagine it if its being held over at jie's hse...cos even it held at moi hse too mani ppl dao the passageway i cant even walk lo..den surprise boi call me and i pick up while i was feedin moi biao mei..den he told me he is rite outside moi hse and i was so stun diao..tot he was jkin so i didnt go out..den he call again ask me go out den i ask him nt 2 bluff la u wan u come in i am feedin moi biao mei..den he realli came in..den he look at me..den he look at moi biao mei..while i can understand y..cos at 1st told him i am feedin moi biao mei he tot tt she is still small but who noes she's already p5..ok moi biao mei gt sickness cant feed herself..she haf 2 sit on wheelchair..so i feed her..i hate ppl using those duh look and look at her but heng boi didnt..but others r..aft feedin her i went 2 talk 2 boi zhenzhen and xiao di lo..ask them 2 eat they dun wan onli zhenzhen take things eat..den boi told me he stay awhile onli..den i look at him and say ok lo..den aft they take food liao i bring them 2 moi room..4 of us sit inside moi room and chit chat..boi sit on moi bed beside me..as for xiao di he sit in front of me den zhenzhen sit on the floor...she's funni la..haha..she look at moi room and say whoa yr room ah,..so mani toys den pinkish pinkish wif white curtain lyk princess room..den u gt 1 whole box of facial products 3boxs full of hair accessories..den boi laugh..dots...den i look at xiao di and found out something...he cut botak!!!den i ask him take out his cap and he did den i kept on laughin den they also laugh..haha...i noe moi laughter is contagious..haha...den they stay till abt 9+ den went off..well yst i dun dare look at boi cos he keep lookin at me make me lyk so...he's also funni la i go where he also follow..den while i'm talkin 2 moi cousin he accidentalli touch moi hand den i look at him den moi cousin laugh..dots...they tot boi is moi bf!!!oh no!!well yst jie stay over at moi place..we slp in moi room den jie talk 2 me till 12+ we den slp..she ask me is it tt me and boi 2gather blablabla...hai...den i keep sayin nonono..haha..oh yes wed me and jie wanna go dye hair...yeah...aft tt fri can go k box and eat yuki yaki wif catty...woats..missin boi more and more..will be meetin him soon cos he wanna pei wo go buy sch bag..told him tt i'll be startin poly life soon cant meet up wif him too often den he kept quiet..sian..scare tt when i go poly i'll be losin him..

happy happy!!

2day earli in the mornin catty sms wake me up..haha..ask me check which poly i'm being post 2...so wake up at 9+ i think den check lo..korkor was beside me when i'm checkin..saw tt i gt in2 ngee ann poly nursin...hooray!its moi 1st choice...whahhaha...mummy was happy 4 me...haha...aft tt went back 2 slp again den moi hp keep ringing wif lots of sms...argg....so tired....den i replied and went back 2 slp...2day start work at 3.30pm heng ah...damn tired lo...hai...yst gt 1 fuckin uncle made me flare!!ask me abt fusion shaver..of cos i duno wad's the differ had 2 look at the function be4 i could explain and there he is shoutin at me say"u r sales girl and yet u duno!!i'm gonna complain 2 yr boss,be prepared tt u will get sack".so i was lyk starin at him and feel lyk givin him a tight slap..den he went 2 susan and tell her he gonna complain abt me..fuck la go ahead i'm waiting 4 u!! =P den daddy kel came and ask me wad happen y i so angry and i told him la..den he say ask him fuck off la he will nvr sack me..haha.. =P yst aft work met up wif mummy brought personal wear at john little...whahaha...damn nice ok!!whahaha..aft tt went 2 chip lee buy miickey mouse bracelet for baby kyan as 1month present..oh yes meetin up wif catty on 16 march can go k-boxin wee and aft tt we go yuki yaki...whahaha..nw adays damn busy wif work la...didnt realli contact zhu tou..he msg me i also didnt realli reply..so sorrie...heehee..too busy wif work dao nvr reply him den nw he's abit cold 2me.. =( didnt msg me at nite liao.. =( tt time he used 2 wait till i finnish work he sms me de but nw leh dun haf liao....hai...4get it...haha..nw listenin 2 jay de tui hou..dono y i jus lyk tis song.. =) tis song makes me miss zhu tou more... =( will be seein him soon....whahaha....

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